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I dance and people think it's okay. Other people find it disgusting. Whatever. I'll do what I want.
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I'm bored.
Heh. What am I even doing...?
Choices.
Ma, I put Bachelor of Fine Arts Major in Painting on my form.
"No, that's stupid. What will you do there, paint?"
Yes.
"No."
But I already wrote--
"I have a xerox copy."
Why not?
"You won't earn money there."
What about BFA Advertising Arts?
"No. You don't have connections. You won't succeed."
Okay.
So there. Either Education or something normal. Oh well. I'll go be either an epic programmer or an epic teacher. Whatever I'll be, I'll be good at it.
Blah
I feel bad about myself.
I don't know exactly why, but I guess it's something about me not being good enough and not having the motivation to improve--I suppose, that lack of motivation stems from a lack of hope. I don't think I'll be appreciated. I suppose it's just me, or my upbringing, or the people around me. I want to learn, to improve, but maybe it's too late to learn. If it's not, perhaps it's too late for me to aim for something great. I find it sad.
Well.
Sometimes I hate myself so much I want to throw up. But that's just me.
I'll go do something cheerful and annoying to drown out the feels.
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